damn! its been forever...what's been happening? not really a whole lot, to be honest. I dropped out of school (again). I couldnt handle working full time and going to school full time, so i tried to drop to taking just one class. Financial aid wouldn't cover it, so i dropped out. I made it to my 90 days at Home Depot, as of yesterday. Saw several movies, including Tomb Raider (decent), Bad Boys 2 (awesome), S.W.A.T (awesome), The Hulk (sucked), Charlies Angels 2 (good), Pirates of the Caribbean (awesome), League of Extraordinary Gentleman (ok), and Freddy vs. Jason (kicked the ass of all previous said movies...LOL). Bought a whole bunch of new DVDs. Cleared out one of my Cingular debts. And i think that pretty much sums it up. I'm going to try to keep up with this site, even do some redecorating. But until then, its time to go get ready for work....

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 1:17:55 PM

ah, see what i mean? if i'm not working, i'm sleeping...i have had the day off today, but i spent the whole day busting my ass trying to get caught up on classwork...its the last week of the term, and this is my last day off until next thursday...luckily i have until the 25th to get everything in...i've finished up my Introduction to Microcomputers course today...i just have to take the final on the 20th...then i've got Humanities to work on...i have 2 lessons to get through this week, so i'll be swamped with that...work is going well...i'm enjoying it so far, aside of my feet hurting like hell...i went and bought some shoes that were supposed to help with support and pressure and all that...spent $106 and they didnt do a damn thing for me...i went to a sneak preview of Hollywood Homicide at the theater this past Monday...i enjoyed it...i also saw The Count of Monte Cristo and Friday After Next (yeah, i know they're old, but i'm kinda behind...lol)...bought Creepshow and Freeway on DVD from Wal-mart for $5.88 a piece...couldnt pass that up...other than that, same old, same old...

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 10:45:40 PM

i need to remember not to get sucked in by my job like i did at continental...seems that's all i make time for these days...i'm falling behind in school...and i cant even remember the last time i made a doll...things are going well...i'm pretty much used to everything there, even having to page people over the intercom...at first i kept screwing up and stuttering and such, but now its a piece of cake...i have only had to walk to work once since i started, or should i say walked home...my dr decreased my dosage of lithium because when i wake up in the morning i feel like i have a hangover...but i'm not functioning as well as i was mood wise when i was taking 3 a day...we'll see what happens with that on my next appointment on the 15th...my sister graduated from high school on saturday...had family down here from houston...looking forward to payday on friday...reaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllly looking forward to payday on friday...and tired as hell, so i'm off to bed...

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 11:59:35 PM

omg, i've been so tired! i hardly have time to function anymore...well, i have the time, i'm just too tired to spend it doing anything other than sleeping...i've just finished up my training for Home Depot, and tomorrow is my first day at the store as cashier...should be interesting...

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 10:06:03 PM

woo hoo! i got the home depot job! i went in on saturday to fill in the new hire paperwork, and i start tomorrow! i'm burned out from spending all weekend trying to mentally and physically prepare myself...but i'm officially a Home Depot employee...its been so long since i last worked i hardly know what to do with myself...well i know where to start anyway...i'm off to bed! :o)

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 11:41:37 PM

wow, so its been a while, eh? i had a second "interview" with Home Depot...had to go take a drug test and get started on the background check...he said if everything turns out ok (i should find out today), i'll probably start monday! finally! a job! after almost 14 months! woo hoo! oh, and as for the dr, well i finally got my medicine...although instead of the combination of 4 that i was on before (trazodone, klonopin, wellbutrin, and zoloft), i'm now on one--Lithium...i took my first one wednesday night, and boy, i felt strange...kinda like being high...but kinda not...its hard to explain...see your psychiatrist for details...LMAO...when i woke up yesterday morning, i felt like i had a hangover...then i took another dose and got tired all over again...i'm still trying to adjust to it...its interesting to say the least...but anyways, off to bed i go...

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 4:04:31 AM

i figured i'd better clean up my last posting...basically by deleting it...i'm pretty calm now...but tired as hell, with not much to say..i'm working on a new layout for my doll site...still debating the drag n drop thing...still holding out for home depot...no further comments...

.:Fragile Orchid fantasizes@ 12:35:57 AM